don't

Not long ago I dreamt that someone shot me in the head. I never saw his face, nor could I recognize his voice. It began with him and me in an enclosed area, and for some reason he had already wanted to kill me and I was not afraid to die. I got onto my knees and calmly told him to shoot me in the head. He was standing on my right. I can't recall whether or not I could hear the shot, but I know I blacked out immediately after he fired it. There was no pain. In that few seconds after I blacked out, I was completely deaf and all I could see was a fuzzy grey background. But I knew I wasn't dead yet, just barely clinging on to life, and then...

I woke up from my nightmare, fortunately. I wasn't in cold sweat since there had been no fear on my part. But I feel very puzzled because in my whole life, I've never before been someone's arch-enemy. Perhaps that explains why I never saw his face or was able to recognize his voice.

Whoever you are, please don't do it.